I love struggling constantly with my identity its super fun.

I am not sure how to word this??? I& #39;m struggling to find out if I& #39;m trans
Its like I& #39;m constantly battling myself on this
Like I want to be sure if I am or if I& #39;m not
And I dunno if I would feel comfortable coming out irl again because I don& #39;t think I would be respected by

family. I think my mom would be ok, but my dad and sister I just don& #39;t think would be
Its a gut feeling I have

This thread isn& #39;t necessarily me saying anything
I& #39;m just kind of ranting